“When the Angels Don’t Answer”
[Intro — whispered, layered harmonies]
Yeah…
Sometimes you pray so long…
You start wondering if Heaven still hears you…
Ooh, Lord…
Don’t let me fall…
[Hook — emotional, stacked harmonies]
When the angels don’t answer, who do I call?
When the tears keep falling and I’m losing it all?
I been holding this pain like it don’t hurt inside,
But I’m breaking every night when the whole world goes quiet.
Tell my mama I tried, tell my babies be strong,
Tell the Lord forgive me if I couldn’t hold on.
I keep reaching for Heaven, but I’m scared I’m too far—
When the angels don’t answer, who heals a broken heart?
[Verse 1]
I remember cold nights, no heat in the room,
Mama praying by the window while we stared at the moon.
She said, “Baby, keep believing, God gon’ open a door,”
But I watched her hide the tears when she couldn’t take more.
Now I’m grown with the weight of the world on my spine,
Everybody sees the smile, they don’t see what’s behind.
I got brothers in the dirt, got some locked in a cage,
Got their voices in my head every time I hit the stage.
And I wish I could go back, tell ’em don’t take that ride,
Tell ’em pride ain’t worth dying, put the weapon aside.
But the past don’t reverse and the dead don’t reply,
So I talk into the darkness with my hands to the sky.
Lord, I know I ain’t perfect, I got blood on my soul,
I been running from the memories that I cannot control.
Every blessing came with scars, every win came with pain,
And I’m tired of pretending I’m not drowning in rain.
[Hook — bigger harmonies]
When the angels don’t answer, who do I call?
When the tears keep falling and I’m losing it all?
I been holding this pain like it don’t hurt inside,
But I’m breaking every night when the whole world goes quiet.
Tell my mama I tried, tell my babies be strong,
Tell the Lord forgive me if I couldn’t hold on.
I keep reaching for Heaven, but I’m scared I’m too far—
When the angels don’t answer, who heals a broken heart?
[Verse 2]
I lost people I loved and I never said goodbye,
Now their pictures getting older, but they never age with time.
Still got numbers in my phone that I can’t bring myself to erase,
’Cause deleting that contact feel like losing them again.
Sometimes I hear their laughter when the house gets still,
Then reality hits harder and the silence turns real.
I would give every dollar, every chain, every song,
Just to sit with my people for a minute before they’re gone.
I been strong for everybody, but who strong for me?
Who gon’ look behind the curtain when I’m too weak to speak?
They say, “You blessed, you made it,” but they don’t understand—
Success don’t stop the shaking when you miss somebody’s hand.
I got children looking at me like I’m made out of stone,
So I swallow every tear just to keep the family whole.
But tonight I’m only human, I ain’t hiding the truth—
There’s a child still crying in this grown man’s suit.
[Bridge — sung, trembling harmonies]
Can you hear me, Father?
I’m calling through the storm…
I don’t need an answer,
Just let me know You’re close.
Can you hold my people
Till I see them again?
Tell ’em I still love them…
Tell ’em this ain’t the end…
[Verse 3]
If tomorrow never comes and I don’t open my eyes,
Tell my family every sacrifice was worth every night.
Tell my sons be better men, tell my daughters know their worth,
Tell ’em never let this cold world put their light in the dirt.
Tell my mother she was right every time that she prayed,
Even when I lost my faith, it was her faith that stayed.
Tell my brothers I forgive every wound, every lie,
We were young, we were broken, we were trying to survive.
And to the ones who betrayed me, I don’t carry no hate,
’Cause revenge is another prison and forgiveness is escape.
I just hope when my name becomes a whisper in the wind,
People remember the love, not the places I sinned.
Lord, I’m tired, but I’m standing with the little I got,
Still believing You can find me in the darkest of spots.
And if angels stay silent, I’ll keep praying somehow,
’Cause maybe Heaven ain’t ignoring me—
Maybe Heaven’s listening now.
[Final Hook — full choir and layered harmonies]
When the angels don’t answer, I still call Your name,
Through the tears, through the losses, through the guilt and the pain.
I been holding this hurt like it won’t tear me apart,
But tonight I give You every broken piece of my heart.
Tell my mama I tried, tell my babies be strong,
Tell the ones up in Heaven I still carry them on.
I keep reaching for the light, even covered in scars—
When the angels don’t answer, God still knows where you are.
[Outro — fading harmonies]
He still knows…
Where you are…
Even when you feel forgotten…
He still knows…